Feel like crap...

Okay, so I've been having a problem for awhile now where for some reason my throat just goes into a mad gagging fit until often times it makes me throw up. I have no idea why this is happens. I don't feel nauseous, I just feel gagged. Anyway, it's had me a bit scared because of course after around fifteen years of smoking, well I won't say the thought of throat cancer didn't come to mind.

I went to the local E.R. today and the Nurse Practitioner who seemed to be in a rather pissy mood I might add, said I had some post nasal drip which could be causing me to gag, but it could be alot of different things and I was refered to a specialist. The nurse that initially examined me said it could be possibly stress related. Who knows. I know my stomach has been going nuts lately which is sometimes also stress related and I've certainly had some stress. I'll go see the specialist and see what happens from there.

So at the very least, and Mom don't hold this over my head, but I'm going to make a serious effort to try to stop smoking. Let me repeat TRY. I've got about half a pack left and I'm not planning to buy another one. Whether or not this could be smoking related it's enough to start me thinking.

On a more upbeat note. I finally got the Darth Vader doll I had been wanting for a long time. It's really cool. Twelve inches tall, fully accessorized with tons of cool stuff. You can turn him from Jedi Anakin Skywalker to full on Darth Vader. It came with two different light sabers, an Anakin head and the burned scarred up post, "Obi-Wan kicked my ass" head that the three piece helmet fits over. I could go on and on. The thing just rocks. I've got it posed on my computer desk in full Vader glory ready to do mass light saber damage. Ah we boys never grow out of playing with toys.


-S